Read Me and Learn

Well first things first, we didnt, by we I mean Kings, didnt have Miller and Garcia. Next Thompson was crashin the boards like crazy. That Hawes kid, man he is showing his lottery pick is worth it, soon enough it will be worth that pick but he is looking good especially with six blocks tonight. Next we go to the niners and they got a good coach and if I havent said this already I am with the coach the whole way, even if he benches Gore. lol. So I guarantee the niners wont lose this weekend. lol. Also yeah if I havent said this already, I wont be going to the park for a while because sun goes down at seven. I am spelling out the words, because I dont have the light on and its just easier to touch type and spell it out. lol.

Well for today Balakin man he is starting to be worth it, kind of, unfortunately Gabriela dropped, she dont like me anymore. lol. Yeah and then so yeah thats why she is in none of my blogs, and I havent been going to the park so my life is pretty unblog worthy right now. lol. Until today. lol.

Now for the blog’s real meat , meaning main purpose. lol. So anyways days have always been good, nvm I will just say this instead like many of you know, blogs are not intentional they are reactional meaning coming from some sort of inspiration. So yes like any other blog theres inspiration whether some times its to kill time, when its usually a horrible blog, or when its just me being me, usually these are the blogs my readers look forward to. lol.

Well I was chillin the other day and I just walking around. I think I was at the park or at school, well someplace. So as I was walking I had noticed that there was a girl that was sitting by herself, at a brown table, now I remember, it was the cafeteria. She had her eyes gently shut as if she had been in a state of tranquility. She had her hands interlaced on her lap. She had her hair half-up in a fountain which was held together by a big clear blue clip, the one that interlaces like fingers. Her hair was messy, but I couldnt explain it, it was messy in that perfectly fitting into place kind of thing, just like a broken play in basketball. Her bangs drifted over her right eye, her bangs long enough just to gently cascade over the top of her right eyebrow. In the midst of all this comotion, I forgot that my shoes were untied, and so I quickly rushed to tie them, and as I raised my gaze her legs which were under the table momentarily captivated my attention. She had her legs crossed; her right leg was hanging over her left leg and it was gingerly swaying back and forth. She had on black and white converse shoes on. I tried to return my attention to her face, etc , something had momentarily caught my attention again, her legs were glistening in the sunlight which had originated from the window that was at her back. Some may have said that it was from sweat but I think she had this natural glow that no make up could match. So I returned my attention away from her legs. She had on a kind of windbreaker material shorts that were also lite blue. Which this matched her hairclip and the sunglasses that were resting on the top of her hair. She had a blank white shirt, which draped over her slender figure, so that it wasnt a tight shirt but it took the shape of her figure. I said to myself that she may have the best silohouette of a person that I had ever seen. She had like almost it seemed the most perfect skin I had ever seen her legs were so smooth and well as her arms, they had this kind of lite brown with yellow mixture for a complexion which almost seemed like a lamp type deal that just attracts your attention. As I noticed that her shirt took the shape of her figure, well I had noticed that she had like a surreal figure, her stomach was neither a six pack but not flabby, it was like it was just tucked in and I just knew that if she were to move from side to side or run it was not going to move at all and it had just been made perfectly, her abs were perfect neither toned but not flabby either. Come to think of it, she had the body of a runner, or a model or something I see out of the television. Her arms were slender as well as her legs and her stomach but none were bony looky or had more than necessary weight.

As normal I had to approach her and say something because I had gone through this cafeteria many times and it was empty there most of the time, thats my reason and I am sticking to it. lol. So then I approached her and she opened her eyes, and took her legs out of that non chalant state and had put her feet on the ground, facing her knees in my direction. Once she opened her eyes, I noticed that she had hazelnut brown eyes. So I had said something and she replied, but I couldnt really remember what she said because it was so surreal, I couldnt believe how sweet the sound of her voice was. I was like o my gosh. She had the voice of a person that you would want to leave a message on your phone and you save it and listen to it like a hundred times or something. Or the kind of voice that you tell them to say goodnight Cecilio, one more time. So then I went to shake her hand and be a gentleman, so she half got up and went to shake my hand and so I shook her hand and it was like she had wasted a bottle of lotion on that one hand, it was not full of lotion, her hand was just so smooth that that was all I could come up with at the time, even now. lol. So after that she leaned back on her chair, and as she leaned back I got a whiff of the scent that came from her. She smelled like a fruit or something sweet like candy, no it was more like cinammon, yeah cinammon. Well I think I said something and she smiled and it was almost too beautiful of a smile, it was more like a lite giggle that was the cutest thing i had ever seen, showed me that she was just this petitte little girl minding her own business in the cafeteria.

I then said bye, and she said bye Cecilio, I said huh, and she said bye Cecilio, I then said, o I just wanted to hear your sweet voice again. She giggled again and then I went my way.

Hope you guys liked it :)

Prelude. I dont know what has gotten into me but after I ate some chicken adobo, and I went and sat on the desk in the “den”. I was ready to do some homework springbreak math homework here I come. Then I look to the computer and said man I got to write this blog.

Dear Dream girl

You might not know who I am, I am vince. You might know me as that nice guy in the distance. That guy that always greets you in the hall. That nice guy who knows too much about sports and is too awkward and weird to conversate with. Although that might be true, I want to quote unquote fill some holes up. I am actually that guy in the distance that would always wonder about how to respectfully say hey I love the way you dressed today. I am the guy that probably gives the worst 1st,2nd 3rd, …..impressions. I am that guy in the hardware store that knocks the box of nails over. I am that guy who spills the sinagang at the party. I am that guy that when I eat, I get the food all over the place. I am that guy that wants to be the first to tell you that you did a great job preparing your hair and your dress for this special occasion or for that matter any day.

I am that guy that wants you to know that if you give me a chance I can be very funny. If you give me a chance I will do my best to give you the moon and the stars, if I cant do that I will buy a telescope tomorrow. I am that guy that always wants to see a smile on your face. I AM THAT GUY THAT DOESNT KNOW ANY “LINES”. By that I mean is it a line if it comes from some place real? I am that guy that is willing to listen to you rant about how you went to the mall yesterday and you saw that girl that you hate and how you hated what she was wearing and how she was conducting herself. I am that guy that wants you on the sideline when I play basketball so that I can point to you after each jumper I make. Just so that you can say that was for me.lol. I am that guy who is willing to stay up till 3am just to hear how your day went. I am that guy who is writing a blog just to get you to notice him,”hint” “hint”.

But really I wanted to write this to tell you how you make me feel. From the moment I saw you I knew that you were something special. I wanted to tell you that whenever our eyes meet I love how your eyes glow. I also wanted to tell you that you are the first girl that I actually had seen an aura around them. Now it might have been the sun at your back I dont know, and you know what, I dont care. You are the girl that when you walk into the room I notice. I notice not from the sight of your face but from the fluctuations in the speed of my heartbeat. You could say you take my breath away. You are the girl that when you speak, I can mistake it for wind chimes, jk that was a line. But I enjoy the sound of your voice its my favorite sound in the world. This might sound a bit awkward but the very smell of winter reminds me of you. I feel that winter breeze brush lightly across my face and that reminds me of all those nights when i enjoyed your company from a distance. Whenever I hear a love song i think about how if you were here , I could dedicate this song to you. How everytime that your alone I want to be the one to keep lonliness away unless you want to be alone. I wish I could rewrite history I would take all the letters in the alphabet besides the ones in your name because none of the other letters matter. Now you might say that we will all have your name well could you deprive us of such a beautiful name. I wish I were a famous cook then I could cook for you your favorite foods for everyday. I wish I could be that dude from pride & prejudice and you could be keira knightly so that I could eloquently put into words my love for you. I wanted you to know that I am very undeserving of you. and that I know that you are the perfect girl if there was such a thing. As a matter of fact you could probably have anybody in the world, and that I just want you to take a chance on this sorry excuse for a man. and so now you might say why not tell you this in person why is this guy even trying to do this? Well the very sight of you makes my heartache because that is one more moment that I am not by your side, that is one more moment that I have wasted in not telling you that you are the most amazing girl in the world and that is one more moment I am without the one I love. Now I know I probably have all the worst qualities in the world.



People say that that I weak, well wouldnt they be weak as well whenever you grace them with your presence. Or how you make me stronger with each look of hope that you give me. People might say that I am not funny, well I dont need to be funny because you lighten up the day for all of us with your very greeting hey Vincent. People might say that I am not confident, well I am confident enough to tell the woman I love hey I love you. People might say I am lazy, well whenever I see you it makes my heart race and I am ready to use that adrenaline to overcome whatever life gives to me. What I guess I am saying is that you complete me. With you by my side I can overcome anything. If you were to choose me I would try to make it up to you everyday. You are the only girl that I want to bother me. You are the only girl that bothers me in the night. When I go to sleep , I dream of you. I think about you to escape all my worries and cares in life. so with this beacon of hope, I hope that some miracle can bring you to read this, so that even for a moment you can know how wonderful you are. I wish a could give you a mirror so that you could know how beautiful you are. But even that wouldnt do you justice because a mirror only tells half of the story, you are so much more beautiful as a person. And a mirror is only beautiful for that instance when you glance at it but you are beautiful every moment of every day. You are the girl that everybody wants to be with but nobody can measure up to. You are the girl that with her presence makes a horrible day the greatest day of my life. You are the girl who bothers the nightmares away. Heres to you My dream girl.